I can't even blame hormones.
My son is home for a few weeks, and so there is a body in the house. I love my kids. I have just forgotten what it is like to have them around. They are large and have stuff like washing, boxes, bags, and STUFF. And appetites. There are crumbs. And these things make me smile, so stop worrying. I am not losing the plot.
The Easter weekend went by in a flash and now we are back to normal again. The weather has been great and I managed to spend some time in the garden yesterday. I have become quite used to not having the computer on at all during the day and in a way, I don't want to go back to the way it was. Pacing remember. I just feel a little lost at the moment. Stuff like gardening is real and easy. So maybe I will stick to that for a while. And in a few short weeks. my daughter will be here. I can't wait.
I will breeze in and out till I get my bearings, so don't go too far. It may just take some time.